Thursday, January 04, 2007

We are IGNYTE, Trinity@PL

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i'm a little depressed, a little disturb, a little pensive.... after meeting a father today who has a surplus of $170 every month and refuse to pay for his son's medical expenses which costs $50 per month? Yup look at my MSN nick and you'll know (the heart of man.... ). I wonder how come mankind can be like this- the worse thing that one can happen is when you are forgotten. Another case i heard from my colleague - an adopted Cambodia girl was 'raped' by her neighbors - not really rape i guess becasue she was willing, but she was willing becasue when she was a child (age of 5), she was trained to be a sex worker by her former foster parents? Her meaning of acceptance, love, security is warpped.

Sighz, sad, angry, frowned... thats what I am now.. but even as I'm typing now, the Holy Spirit is comforting me- God loved me so much that he sacrificed Jesus ( my life is worth much more than $170), looking back, God gave me a second chance in life- He saved me from learning the wrong meaning of life. And now, at least I know true acceptance, love and security comes from Him, my Papa! Thank you Lord. And what is the heart of man if there is no God to guide it......

I'm saddened that there are still many lives out there, still trapped.

I can only be comforted that we have God. =)

- Gwen